How to properly sext.

DONT SMILE IN A DAMN DICK PIC.

DONT SMILE IN A FUCKING PUSSY/TIT PIC EITHER.A

Actually. Dont show your face, AT ALL.

(I would show you lovely examples of how to safety sext, but then this blog would be considered "Age 18 and up")

But I will give you a lovely guide.

WHEN SEXTING A PERSON YOU HARDLY KNOW, OR JUST MET.

1. Do not, and I mean do not show your face. ever. who knows what the hell they'll do with that picture.

2. Take the picture in dim light. Why? Uhhh. You dont know the person, #Duh

3. Dont do it at all in the first place (But I know that ya'll dont listen, So just follow the tips)

WHEN SEXTING A TRUSTED PERSON, BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND. ETC.

1. Yeahhh... I still wouldnt show my face, Especially if you date the type of guys I do- the idiot would probably lose his/her phone somewhere. 

2. Get that pic as high quality as possible, shoot. Stand on top of the damn bathroom counter near the light!

(The owner of FauxVanityHorror is not responsible for any injuries caused by the stupid shit she encourages and or does on a daily basis.)

It dont matter if your Blake or White.

Just because I'm blake doesnt mean I cant be scene!

Uhhh.. I dont Twerk. (Rant Two)

I'm gonna rant on this again.
WHAT IS WITH DEKALB COUNTY GUYS AND TWERKING?
I swear, Its retarded. I was talking to my... uh Friend with rare benefits. (In other words- I just tease him... Hey, at least I admit it.)
He looks at me and says.
"Dayum mami, ass on point in them jeans... you gotta twerk for me today iight?"
Uhhh... Like I said before. I dont find my ass flappin' in some dudes face sexy.
Now I can twerk, I choose not to -____-
(And before anyone freaks out because "Innocent little Krissy twerked on someone!" I declined, like usual )

And I told my mom (The PG story anyway.) And shes like,
"WELL KRISTA! Black guys like big asses... Thats what attracted your father."
While I was screaming EWWWW like a child. I thought.
But dude, my ass isnt big. At all. Compared to most the black girls i know, Its small.
But ooh. Lovely fashion tips for ladies who are not aware....
Pockets, mhm. Totally make your ass look bigger.
<3

I'm tired... reading through old Facebook messages me between me and a Ex... -sigh-

Only these two...

That lovely moment when you realize:

Your friends are damaged mentally.

WHAT DO YOU LIEK TO PLAY?

Uhhhh... What?

Oh its Marysol Patton and WTF....

Love your own skin, dont get plastic surgery kids.

Justin Bieber's Rolling Stone comments

http://popbytes.com/archive/2011/02/justin_bieber_rolling_stone_magazine.shtml

Let me start off by saying:
The Author of this article is another judgemental idiot.
He acts as if just because Justin Beieber is 16 he has zero logical input on such a controversal topic, honestly, I'm not a fan of his music, I prefer Kpop and Rapcore. But we should praise youth that actually give a damn about such topics, instead of judging them as if adults are the only people in this world that are allowed to have an intelligent opinion.

Now. With my opinions on Abortion, Now. I am for Abortion for some reasons. Example
1. If the woman could die or have extreme bodily due to the pregnancy
2. If the mother could pass on a diease such as HIV/AIDs to the child, since no one should have to suffer with such diease
3. Rape

And the author also acts as if Justin Bieber is some horrible artist, Just because he began puberty late does not mean he cant sing, We all know Justin Bieber is talented, but Bieber-Bashing is a cool bandwagon to jump on apparently.

And do not bring up that "Its MY body I can do WHAT I want with it" crap. Because its not just about one person, its another life. Thats like saying "I can kill my unborn child if I PLEASE because I am a woman with RIGHTS!" Example:
If a driver accidently runs over a pregnant woman and kills her, the driver would be charged with 2 murders.
Why? She is with child, A child is a human, a human is another person. You follow my drift?

Rawrrr... I'm done for now.

Sugar-Coating and Dormtainment!

In love with a friend's ex, this should go smoothly..........

I must share my most recent obbession.
Dormtainment!

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(Damn... C.Milli and Mike3G are hottttt..)

Oh and also.... People stop saying

"Its not Mexican! Its Festive!"
"Its not Black! Its Urban!"
"Its not Asian! Its Oriental!"
"Its not Caribbean! Its Exotic!"
WTF. People will you Stop sugar-coating everything

Freshman Fuckery Chronicles: Ohh.. Wow, Seduction?

He looks at me and smiles.... 

I ask what he smiles about, he stares me up and down with those eyes I always fall for.

I ask what hes looking at, he appears as if hes too lost in his own lust to listen.

I try to change the subject, he walks closer to me and smiles, I regret telling him how much I love that damned smile.

He touches my cheek and asks "Why are you so cute". I turn around and walk away.....

I hate when he lies to me, I hate when he uses me for his own selfish desire.....

I turned away because I know your playing another game
the same one I've played many times before..
before.
Its depressing that you think I'm just a sex doll

#MyYearbookBitchin

Lol. I got bored and went on my MyYearBook profile.

#BasicBitchBehavior

Nicknames I will not answer too.

I cant be the only chick that hates when guys refer to her as..

- Wifey
Dude. I'm 14. I dont even want it to sound/appear that I'm anywhere near being tied down. Unless I really like the dude. Then I'll probably squeal girlishly and say "OMGG. HE CALLED ME HIS WIFEY!<3333"

- Shawty
Uh. No. My name is Krista, If the dude doesnt know it. He can just ask, Theres also a bundle of nicknames I go  by, Just call me those. I mean, It sounds so video-vixen ish.

- Bitch
Only my besties can call me a bitch. I swear I'll smash his head into a f*cking wall if a dude dares calls me a bitch.

- Mami
Do I look like your mother?


- Baby Girl
.... I'm 14 freaking years old, it reminds me of some odd nickname my dad would give me.


Theres a few others. I can only think of these atm though. Do

Black females.....

Have we reduced our self worth to our hips and thighs...?

Eating-Out Tips.... (For Guys, Or For chicks who dig this.)

I'm not a fan of getting Eaten-Out. But I'm sick of my besties saying.
"URG! HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO EAT!"
"HE FREAKING BIT ME!!!"
"THAT IDIOT THINKS MY CILT IS 2 INCHES SOUTH!!"
"HIS DICK GAME IS ON POINT.... BUT HE CANT EAT FOR SHIT!!!"
"HE WAS GRINDING MY SKIN OFF WITH HIS TOUNGE!"
"IT WAS SO HORRIBLE I COULD FEEL MYSELF DRYING OUT LIKE A DAMP TOWEL IN A OVEN..." ETC.
(I'm quoting my friends, before anyone Grammar-Nazi's me.)

How to correctly give Oral sex (Eat Out) your female partner.

Oh... and after you, your boyfriend, girlfriend. ETC reads this, show them this guide, Just incase that idiot doesnt know the difference between your anus and your vagina.......

Guide To The Female Anatomy (With detailed explanation)

Your welcome. :)
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No Female Nut-Busting on this property. Thanks.

Am I the only person who finds it hilarious when a girl says'
"I'm about to nut!" when shes having an orgasm? Example. I found this website called DailyPiff.com and went into the short stories section, (If you want to read the entire story, here it is Tiara Gang Story ) and found this paragraph.

I find it hilarious because...

Girls dont have nuts. So what the actual fuck?

#DamnDekalbCounty

So AMHS is currently trending on Twitter. Which inspried this short rant.
All Dekalb County schools should make their "How many students enrolled" count more accurate for each school
Example:
Students enrolled at Clarkston HS: 910
Number of students that attend daily: 400
Students enrolled at Lithonia HS: 1618
Number Students that attend daily: 900
See my point?

How to be obnoxious on Facebook:

5 ways to be obnoxious on facebook:

1. Type everything in all caps. LIKE THIS? SEE? ISNT THIS MORE ANNOYING THAN A MOFO?

2. Go on a person's profile, and post nonsense (more annoying in caps) on their profile.

3. Leave an revelant comment on someones picture.

4. Like spam!

4. Be a bitch

5. Post a picture of you pulling a duckface.

I'm done for now. Hopefully none of my friends read this... or they'll be pissed.<3

THE NEXT DUDE THAT COMES UP TO ME ASKING FOR ANY SEXUAL FAVOR WHAT SO EVER IS GETTING A GLASS BOTTLE SHOVED INTO THEIR FUCKING HEAD. I don't give a damn WHO asks either.
-Deep breath-
Now....
I shall explain.

What the hell is with these guys that swear there my best friends, or they love me. but only use me for sex?!
I've had countless guys say
"Your my best friend! I love you, blah blah" but whenever I deny that we meet up just so I can suck him off, hes mad at me for x days.
And then Nathan swears he loves me, but what is the ONLY thing he wants to talk about?
SEX! Gahh. I dont have time the time or patience to fuck with these guys anymore.
URG!.

...........

Your not a virgin..? Uhhh...

I'm gonna be honest, I dont like dating guys that arent virgins anymore.

WHY?

1. They expect me to fuck them

2. They move faster

(Well not ALL of them, just the ones I know.)

I mean just because you lost your virginity doesnt mean that I'm dtf.

Some retarded story happened last night, so I'll be ranting about it in Freshman Fuckery Chronicles later :)

(I got on the "Tell about your high school years" bandwagon.)

Show me a good time... Protected Please.

Oh my god, a guy that takes things slow! I like that... :)

But I got to point out some fuckery right here.
Apparently she just got dumped, She's yelling about "DAMN I NEEDA FIND A NIGGA DAT CAN HANDLE DIS.... HE BETTER GOT A NICE WHIP, I AINT FUCKIN WIT NO BROKE ASS NIGGA! HE BETTER KNOW HOW TO LICK IT TOO GIRL. ALL WE GOT HUR IS FUCK NIGGAS, I ONLY FUCK WIT REAL NIGGAS, AINT NO GOOD ONES THOUGHHHH! IM EVEN DOWN TO FUCKIN IT RAW TONIGHT...."
And then this guy turns around and says "Ohhh... you lookin fo' a good nigga huh? iight baby come wit me, we might do lil something....."

I'm watching the whole thing like "This is such a level of coonery that I cant even.... What is this, I dont even..."

This is a PSA to all guys.

DONT. RAW. DOG. A. GIRL. YOU. JUST. MET! You dont know what the hell she got, and If you've been fucking other girls raw and havent been tested, you dont know have you have either. STOP. SPREADING. STDS.

Thanks.

This is how alot of Black people under 18 take pictures...

Is it just me.. or do most black guys take similar pictures. You have the...
- Left hand on head pose
- Brushing hair pose
- Head tilited to the sky but eyes looking slightly towards the camera pose
- The world famous shirtless pose
- The gang sign pose
- Upsidedown peace sign pose
- Head turned to the left/right while wearing thick-black "Nerd" glasses pose
- Shoving your tounge into your jaw pose.
- Showing off the waves in your hair pose.
- All the poses above BUT you edited rap lyrics on the bottom
- The staring blankly into space pose.
- The grabbing your belt/pants pose.
- The holding your chin with your thumb pose
- The kissing your close male-friend pose to show the world that you are in fact scene. (Okay. Maybe not too many do the last one.....)
- The holding a knife against your neck while adding suspicious statements as captions (wait... only he did that..)

And Black girls do the same! You have the
- Duckface pose
- Sticking tounge out pose
- Sitting on your bathroom counter turning around slightly to make your ass look bigger pose
- The squatting down and turning your head around pose
- The bend over and point at your ass pose
- The various "Nikki Minaj" faces pose.
- The show only cleavage picture
- The biting your necklace pose
- The covering your mouth pose (Yes Im guilty of this.)
- The looking up to the left pose
- The grab your boobs pose
- The "Form a triangle with your hands" around your crotch pose
- The flippin' the bird pose
...............

Im done for now.

I think they should attend Pussy-Addicts anonoymus..

Okay, So we all know that guy right? That used to be so sweet, kind and innocent, and as soon as he hit puberty.
He turned into a pussy-addicted disrespectul asshole? OH. And dont let him be attractive, then he automatically gets bragging rights without question. Example of things this Pussy-Addicted, Disrespectful Asshole would say.
"Raw Dog-ed this chick, made her scream"
"All I had to do was look at her and she was all on my dick..."
"None of ya'll other niggas get pussy like I do."
"I eat her out till she cums twice then surprise her and hit it from the back :)"
Or something along those lines.

And if you dare point out how stupid, risky and downright man-whoreish it is to fuck any girl that is willing, he goes off on you, as if you have a problem. Oh lord, and dont dare be a virgin and say it.....

Sad, My mom always told me sex changes a person, I never believed her until 7th grade, when my older 8th/9th/10th grade friends started loosing their virginity, But I'll share a story.

Im not going to tell the date of this, because one of my friends will point out said ex boyfriend.
I've been talking to this guy for a few weeks, we took things like really, really slow. I liked that.
He was so sweet, nice and respectful, He always knew when something was wrong,whenever I was lonely he was there, I could even say I fell for him. But after awhile, he started to get distant, apparently it was because he was busy (I only fall in love with guys that are mega-ultra-busy - -) He still said he loved me ETC. But his stupid ass told EVERY cheating-activity he did on Facebook. After awhile I got sick of it and left him. He agreed we should do the same.
I got Post-Breakup-Regret-Syndrome and tried to win him back for 2 weeks.
He lost his virginity. (He told all of Facebook...) and then it was like he was different.
He was disrespectful towards girls, swore more, Smoked/drank more.
-Sigh- Honest truth, I still love him to this day- correction, I love the old him.

I guess my teenage years still have more to teach me

Hes Already Taken..

May 2010:
So I joined my church's "Leadership training" program for training, Hot guys and... hot guys.
When I got there I met these 2 girls, That looked my age although they were 17.
This dude named.. lets call him Ryan came in the room, while we were waiting for the instructors to show up. We got markers and started drawing on the drawing board, Ryan had the qualities I like, My height, Obvious smarts, Slight obvious innocence and a great smile. So Iaid mah game on him!
Actually... all I did was introduce myself.
I started drawing on the board, like stick-figures and whatnot, I would have written quotes, but I was afraid he'd find that weird, He started writing Micheal Jackson quotes.
I said "Oh. Your a MJ fan?" his little brother speaks up and says "Yeah, The biggest." we all laugh.
The instructors come in and we sit down, while we prepare for them to get ready.
He turns around (He was sitting in a row in front of me)
He asks what school I'm in /Grade I say "Im in a 8th grader at Georgia Cyber Academy, You?"
He says he went there for 8th grade, but now (Then) he was a Freshman at Southwest Dekalb.

After the weeks go on, (These classes were every saturday for 8 weeks.)
I went EVERY week just to see him, unfortunately he only went to 3 of the 8 sessions
On the 7th session we were dicussing regligon.
He was trying to say something, but accidently cut off this other girl, lets call her Trina, and says "And I- Oh sorry, didnt mean to cut you off. Pretty name by the way. ANYWAY!" Everyone in the room was like "ooooooh"
Hes like "Oh my god, I didnt mean it like that, I got a girl!" and continued with his statement.

The meaning of this post is, Dont you HATE it when you find a great guy... BUT hes taken? .__.

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#RandomThought

I remember some dude back at New Birth's "Hype Night" during Represent 2010 asking me to twerk for him... which brings me to ask myself..

Am I the only person that doesnt see the hype in twerking for a guy?

I guess I dont find my ass flappin' on someone sexy. But I never took interest in backsides, But damn, Alot of Stone Mountain Freshmen chicks seem to reeeeeeally like doing it.... o___O

Theres always that one person...

Theres always that one girl...

- That swears shes hard to get, but fucks every guy that wants her

- That swears shes a Lesbian, but brags about how good she rides dick..

- That is Multiracial, and can NEVER decide what race she wants to be.

- That thinks shes Puerto Rican because shes lightskinned.

- That think shes Dominican, Native American, Or Indian because shes Brownskinned with long hair.

- That brags about how much of a "Bad Bitch" she is.

- That claims shes classy but is always being a loud, nasty, disrespectful hoe.


And theres always that one guy...

- That never shuts up about the paper they make

- That claims to respect women, but is ALWAYS calling a "bitch" out of her name.

- That says hes a man, but acts like a child

- That cries whenever hes single for longer than 24 hours.

- That passes up all the good girls for some hoe, ALL for a quick fuck he later regrets

- That brags about how he did this chick raw, and Cries about it 3 weeks later.

- That has his asscrack showing when he sags his pants.. like wtf.

Skype can hurt a bitch.

I dont understand a damn thing about guys, lets see. Im on skype with this dude I met at church last year, lets name him "Xavior". Blah blah, hes trying to get me to strip ETC. I was in the living-room with my brother, so I didnt. After him begging for 5 minutes, I take off my shirt, bra. etc.. He talks about some test I passed... I dont even know. then after that he reminds me about how Im sinning, Which I really dont understand, because the things we've done in the past 2 months, we've both sinned like crazy.

And then after him saying that, I break the news, I'm confused about my faith in christianity.
Hes like "Ohhh... well. we cant flirt or date because I wanted a christian girl'" Im like... Wtf?
And then hes talking about we cant flirt or date unless Im a christain- or I do whatever he asks..
Im like "uhmm.. I need to think about it..." But hey, hes a church boy, I should have expected this

Then he shuts off his webcam and mentions about he was about to cry, Shit. I was doing the same.
He logs off, and we start texting, hes talking about how he wants a christian girl and blah blah.
As much as I hate it... I know where hes coming from.
I remember my mom telling me this, somewhere in the bible (Hey. I havent read the scripture for myself yet, dont judge me...) it mentions how a christian is supposed to date/marry another christian.

He also mentions how we've fucked up alot in the past 2 months and we need to get our shit together, and AFTER i apparently become a christain we'll talk about our relationship. I tell him im confused etc I thought he loved me. And this is something I remember for sure.. "I do, you dont see it now, but you will".
He texted back and said he'd explain tomorrow. This was like at 1am last night

Honestly, Hes asked me to be his girlfriend before, At the time I didnt want a relationship- all I wanted was a fuck-buddy because I knew I was one of his many chicks, so I thought he'd be with that.
I'm actually practically in love with this other guy. Xavior said he wanted to be friends until everything worked out, I didnt know loosing him would hurt so much though......

But I got to point some things out, I AM a christian, I was raised in the church, my parents are christians, I live my life by the bible 45% of the time, I just get confused if god is really there sometimes. But urg... his strict christian teachings....


-Sigh- I think I got Acoustic trauma from all the music I blasted in my ear last night.... o___o

Words don't mean much when I fall for your type..

Im so damn stupid....... Im freaking crying over some dude. Why after a break-up you always think about how you've could have treated the person better. Got this song on replay..     

-Sigh- Aye, All guys arent going to treat you right, I see any game at the beginning, but I still play along for the thrill.

Am I just a pain addict...?

I push black guys to the limit...?

Apparently, My randomness annoys Rapper/Thug-Wannabe African-American males. Hmm... Who would have known.

Oh yeah, and Bruno Mars does coke.
 Bruno Mars likes Coke-... Not that coke.

Show me a good time... Erm. No.

Wtf... What happened to respect? I was in walmart, this Souljaboy looking asshole whispered "Hey, hey. Miss lady." while I walked past him, I turn around and asked "Yes?", hes like "Whats a fine girl like you doing alone?", I said "Uhmmm.... Im with my mom.." He moves closer to me and says "You look like your in need of something...." I look around and say "well. I came here for food..." He laughs and says "Cute and funny... You seem like you need to be shown a good time... Ditch your mother and come with me.."
....
Im like "uhhh... no thanks. Im good"
And walk away. WTF? REALLY?
Some guys just.... urg.

Sexual Photo Relief and Justin Bieburrr...

Oh god. Whenever he asks me a question that means he wants something... something sexual.
For christ sakes, can some of you keep your hormones in check for at least a friggin' day!?
Do you see me going around ripping guys shirts off and tackling th-... Dont answer that. It was acting, and I got paid 20$-... Okay, this is really making me look bad.. Uhm. Moving on.


I hate taking pictures its Stone Mountain, It's so bland and nearly colorless. Do I always have to go to the Town's border just to find some life?

                                                                   Weird Statue Thingy....

                                                                  Blue Cars!... Yaaay.. :c

I mean. I have to walk like 45 minutes to Memorial Drive JUST to get a decent colorful picture in Clarkston. And everyone knows I hate going to that city. But it is fun crossing the streets back and forth saying.
"I'M IN CLARKSTON!" 
"NOW I'M IN STONE MOUNTAIN!
"... Oh MY GODDD. I'm back in Clarkston
"... STONE MOUNTAINN!" (Okay. Maybe only I do this.... but..)


So yeah. The Grammys were tonight. I'm not gonna rant on it. But Justin Bieber or Drake should have won Best New Artist...

Can't be friends this Valentines day..?

Such a boring Saturday. Oh what Am I doing? Sitting on my bed, listening to the Radio. (As much as I love Trey Songz's "Cant be friends". I'm still unenterained.)

Lol, All my single friends are crying. Oh come on, Am I the only person that sees Valentines day as just a mainstream love-fest, I'm not a minstream-bashing Hipster or anything. But come on.... Any day you can do something special with the one you love- NOT just Valentines day...

And I kiiiind of see how some single/lonely people are getting sad over it. If you step outside Monday after 6pm. Its couple-city. But come onnn... don't shed tears over it.

Honestly, this is the first Valentines day that I actually have a Valentine- but I cant even see him.... we'll probably just be texting/skyping. Oh, modern technology!

-Sigh-.... Bored. Gonna go.. do Black chick stuff o.o;
(Wondering what that is? It can range from prostitution to starting a New World Order... But I'm just gonna read.....)

This Valentine is just a mad epic failure... Yo!

I wish he knew it, but I'd love to be his Valentine...
But I unless I'm having sex with him later Monday night, He doesnt want shit to do with me.

Sad... We used to be in "Love" I was freaking crazy about him. Damn, A lifestyle of Kush, Alcohol and sex can really mess a person up eh? (Before you ask, I'm not really sure what Kush is either. its some type of drug, Weed most likely. Too lazy to google.) Honestly, I blame the Rap Industry. People say it doesnt influence people to do ignorant things- It influences the confused, ignorant and lonely to do ignorant things though unfortunately. Getting down to the topic of this entry...


That one friend you want to hit in the face because....  He/She keeps flirting with your friend. Example. My friends I know from Homeschool... I hate when my freaking friends from CHS flirt with them? Lets just say- I know how my friends from CHS are, Horrid Boyfriend/Girlfriends. And Hey, I've known my Homeschooled friends since 3rd+ grade. I dont want them getting hurt. And I'm willing to beat someones ass if they do. Like lets call him. Devin, A friend from Homeschool, Extremely Nice guy. This girl I know from CHS lets call her Latisha. (I'm gonna give her a ghetto name... because honestly. Thats what she is. Sorry for judging people God.)  Whenever she sees him, shes all on him. Saying something along the lines of this.
"Dammmmnnn. Dis boy up hur gat meh sprunggg. and heh dun knuh whu he izz. i want him tuh beh weh meh buh..... heh uhp onn suh udda guh.... i'mma jushh ghett uhhh quick fuckk niqqa. suhone dat can gitt muhhh wehhhh fo a minnn......"


If your wondering what the hell I just typed, its a language called Ebonics.... Yes. Ebonics. I'll translate for the people that actually have intelligence and can feel their brain cells dying slowly from just reading that statement.


"Damn, I really like this guy, He doesnt know that I like him though, I want to date him, but hes with someone else. Im just going to have a one-night stand with a African-American male to relieve some of my hormones."

We were wishing we were ugly like you.

I'm often asked "Krista. Where do you stand on the Darkskin/Lightskin debate?" by my Athiest Asian Philosopher friend. My answer?
Its ignorant and should be non-existant.

We're all Black, African-Americans. So why the HELL do we care so much about the shade of our skin? I also dislike people who think their better because their skin is lighter/darker.  Unfortunately, I see alot of this from Lightskinned African-Americans. (Before anyone goes off on me. I'm not saying ALL Lightskinned people are conceited. I know their not. SOME are. But not ALL. No serious, Some of ya'll would go off on a sister about this.)
But heres just a tiny message to those conceited lightskinned people that think their the shit for said reason only: I dont care if you can pass a paperbag test, that in no way, form, or fashion, Makes you better than ANYONE. And before people ragequit. heres another small message to my Dark/Brownskinned peoplee.
STOP BEING STUCK-UP. NO ONE CARES IF YOU GOT SEXY-COCO-CARAMEL SKIN. Sit down .__.

Before I end this small rant.... (Person messaged me on Facebook. It fucked up my concentration.) Why are we Brown-skinned African-Americans always forgotten in the Lightskinned/Darkskinned debate? Mostly because we're grouped under darkskin....

Why cant we all just be one race though? ever thought about that? Fuck the whole Lightskinned, Brownskinned, Darkskinned mess. Could I just be an African-American Teenaged female? Thanks. Oh- And I'd love to stop being compared to Lightskinned girls. We're all beautiful despite skin color .___.

And as an American Citizen....

Okay so what I was homeschooled for 7 years. That does not mean that I'm clueless of reality. Thanks. Fucking remember that.

9th grade has been the most stressful grade so far. I thought 8th grade was bad. With all the pressure to pass the state test. relationship crap, and depression. But this freaking tops it.

First of all. I just want to know one thing. What the hell is wrong with being a virgin past the age of 14. I just cant understand this .___. Whenever my friends turn 15 their like. "OMGGG. GAHHH... I'M A VIRGIN. NOOOO :(". Like really? Does it matter? Whats the rush.
Yes I'm still a virgin, I get  questioned for it daily. but I just have something I have to say... It is my right as an American Citizen to choose to not ride, suck, or do any freaky shit with dick., dont judge me for it.

I think I'll relax. I've gotten myself into enough trouble to keep a danger-craving in check until Senior year, I shall not go into deep details, but yeah. I should rest - -"......